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  Then she met Ben Munroe. At the time, meeting a fella was not of great importance. After her treatment at the hands of her father and brothers, Miriam was off men.

  Ben was a clerk in Aer Lingus. Miriam met him at a dance in the Olympic Ballroom and they hit it off immediately. She felt as though she’d known him all her life. He asked her to lunch the following day and to her surprise she found herself saying yes. Although she was nervous as she waited for him at the corner of Henry Street, she looked forward to seeing him again. He walked towards her with his long loping stride and smiled. Miriam smiled back, happy to see him. He was tall and gangly and somewhat bashful which Miriam found unthreatening and attractive. Ben was a great listener. He drew her out of herself. They chatted away and she couldn’t even remember what she’d had for lunch when she went back to work.

  He’d asked her to the pictures the following Sunday, and as she waited for him to call, she fussed anxiously over her hair. She’d been trying to curl it into a flick but it just kinked up and wouldn’t do what she wanted it to do. It was typical. The very time she wanted to look sophisticated and with-it, and her hair just wouldn’t behave. The ding-dong of the doorbell sent her into a tizzy but when she opened it and saw him standing there, smiling, she didn’t care about her hair.

  ‘Howya,’ he said.

  ‘Hi Ben.’ She felt shy. Knowing he felt the same helped and, impulsively, she hugged him as he stepped into the hall. The warmth of his hug in return made her feel delightfully cherished. A new and totally unfamiliar feeling for her. She liked it very much. Never having received much attention before then, Ben’s hug was a turning point in her life.

  Some months later when she’d got to know and really trust him she found herself telling him about the will and how hurt she felt. He was horrified. His face darkened in anger and she was utterly touched that he felt so moved for her. He became extremely protective of her and Miriam realized that her feelings towards him had changed from friendship to love. She wanted to be with him always. She loved the way he made her feel precious and wanted. When he told her that he loved her she knew that she was the luckiest girl in the world.

  Ben brought her to Glenree to meet his family. It was a small rural town about ten miles north of Dublin, near the airport. The Munroes lived in a rambling farmhouse just outside the town. Mr Munroe was the town butcher. He didn’t farm his land himself, he had it set to a neighbour. Mr Munroe was a nice man, very different to her father. Miriam liked him, but Mrs Munroe was a bit stand-offish. Miriam knew Ben’s mother felt that Miriam wasn’t good enough for her son.

  Even to this day, after four years of marriage, Sheila Munroe never lost an opportunity to let her know that Miriam was very fortunate to have married into the Munroe clan. Sheila Munroe was certainly a cross she had to bear.

  Miriam sighed as she came back to reality. Looking back always depressed her and brought back the familiar feelings of hurt and rejection. She ate a plump juicy blackberry, and enjoyed its tangy taste. Yes, she was lucky to have met a man like Ben, certainly. But he was lucky to have met her. She was a very good wife. Ben’s sister, Ellen, was always saying she spoilt Ben rotten.

  Miriam liked Ellen. She was in her late twenties, as mad as a hatter and always in the throes of a great romance that was going wrong. Ellen thrived on trauma.

  Miriam grinned. Ellen had already met Emma Connolly and was not impressed. ‘She’s a right little consequence if you ask me. A right Lady Lala. Vincent must be mad. She’ll never settle down out here in the sticks,’ Ellen scoffed after the first encounter.

  But it seemed as though Emma was indeed going to settle in Glenree because Vincent was already drawing up plans for a magnificent house to be built on the site that was his parents’ wedding gift to the couple.

  Miriam glanced at her watch, she’d want to get a move on. Sheila had asked her to come early to help with the preparations for ‘The Tea’. Ben was minding their two children, he’d bring them over later. She could see the farmhouse nestled between two great oak trees that had just the faintest touch of autumn gold and russets. Smoke curled from the chimney. The fire was lit in the parlour. Sheila meant business. Tea was only held in the parlour on rare occasions such as a visit by the priest or after a funeral. She’d had to make do with tea in the kitchen, Miriam thought with a wry smile as she headed towards the farmhouse.

  Sheila Munroe tutted in disgust as the stem of a pink gladioli snapped. ‘Typical!’ she muttered. Just when you needed things to go right. She’d arranged gladioli hundreds of times. Arranged them for the altar, arranged them for the Women’s Guild. Arranged them for her own sideboard on occasions too numerous to count, but today, when she needed everything to be perfect, she was all fingers and thumbs. It was a particularly nice shade of pink too, she thought crossly, as she laid it aside.

  She glanced out of the kitchen window. Where was that Miriam one? She’d promised to come and help. Ellen was useless, she had made a batch of scones that Sheila couldn’t possibly put on the table, they were so big and untidy. Sheila gave a martyred sniff. She should have made them herself. The only way to get things right was to do them yourself and not be depending on that other pair.

  She wanted everything just so. Emma might be a judge’s daughter but she’d not eat a better meal anywhere than at Sheila’s table. She cooked the choicest meat every day, thanks to Mick and his butcher’s shop. Sheila’s cooking couldn’t be topped. She was the best cook in the guild. She had certificates and awards to prove it. Her sponges, tarts and scones had won many an award. There was no better fed family in the country, Sheila assured herself as she tidied up leaves and stalks and stood back to admire her handiwork. She fiddled a bit more before she was finally satisfied with the flower arrangement. She carried it in to the table in the parlour and placed it on top of the pristine Irish linen tablecloth. She picked up one of the silver knives and rubbed it with her apron until it gleamed.

  She had been in a bit of a dither as to whether she should serve wine. It would have been a fine excuse to show off her Waterford Crystal wineglasses. But Emma had been invited to tea. Not lunch, not dinner. Sheila wasn’t quite sure, but she didn’t think it was quite the done thing to serve wine at tea. Maybe sophisticated people like the Connollys didn’t have tea. Maybe she should have invited her to lunch.

  ‘Oh dear,’ Sheila muttered, beginning to get into a right tizzy. It was hard to know what to do with young ladies from high society. It was all very well boasting to the ladies of the guild that Vincent was engaged to a judge’s daughter, but right this minute she wished he hadn’t been quite so highbrow in his choice of wife-to-be.

  Emma Connolly drew deep on her filter-tipped cigarette and exhaled a thin plume of smoke through her nostrils. She wished this tea thing was over. She’d visited Vincent’s family twice before. Just fleeting visits on Sunday afternoons before she and Vincent headed off to go for a walk on the pier in Howth. Mrs Munroe had fussed over her. Ellen hadn’t been over-friendly. Only Mr Munroe seemed anyway normal. Now she was going to have to endure at least three solid hours of being fussed over when she’d much rather be having a drink and some fun with her set. Still, needs must. After all they were Vincent’s family and they hadn’t even seen her engagement ring. But Vincent needn’t think that Sunday tea with the Munroes was going to become a habit. Once she was married and in her own house Emma would do her own Sunday entertaining. And Mr and Mrs Munroe and sourpuss Ellen would definitely not be on the guest list.

  Emma stifled a yawn. She and Vincent had been at a party the night before and it was all hours when he brought her home. Friends of theirs, Gillian and Frank, had thrown a house-warming party and, Emma had to admit, she was impressed. They’d had an interior decorator redo the Victorian house from top to bottom. They’d had a pine kitchen fitted. Pine was very ‘in’ these days. And they had an antique four-poster bed with lots of frilly broderie anglaise pillows. Emma was pea-green with envy when she saw it. They even had a nursery, which E
mma thought was tempting fate a bit. They’d just got married. What was the big rush? She didn’t intend ruining her perfect size ten figure for years.

  Still, Gillian and Frank had set a very high standard in the house stakes. Emma had no intention of lagging behind. That was why she had agreed to come to live in this godforsaken back of beyond in North County Dublin. She sighed deeply. Mr and Mrs Munroe were giving Vincent a site as a wedding present. Vincent said they could build their own house from scratch and it would be much less expensive than buying a Victorian pile in Sandycove or the like. When this suggestion was first mooted, she put her foot down and said a very emphatic no!

  There was no way she was going to live in the country. Even if it was only ten minutes from the airport and twenty-five into the city. She wanted to live near her friends on the southside. She wanted to be able to pop into Grafton Street to shop, without making a grand safari. Glenree was miles away from all her favourite haunts. And miles away from Mummy and Daddy. In vain did Vincent point out that, if they built their own house, they could design it whatever way they wanted. In vain did he point out that she could zip in and out of town in the little red Mini her parents had given her for her twenty-first birthday. She wanted to live in the civilized suburbs, not the backwoods.

  And then when she was having lunch with Gillian one day, in the Russell, she told her friend what Vincent was proposing. She’d said it with her eyes thrown up to heaven in a ‘isn’t he absolutely crazy’ tone. Gillian gave a little squeal and exclaimed, ‘Oh how wonderful!’ Emma was flabbergasted.

  ‘It’s our dream to live in the country. Frank wants to be a Lord of the Manor. How lovely for you. And you’ll be able to build your house whatever way you want. You can have ensuite bedrooms, a utility room, a huge dining-room, not like our little cubby-hole,’ she said enviously. Privately Emma thought Gillian and Frank’s little ‘cubby-hole’ was most impressive with its oval mahogany dining-suite and the heavy flock wallpaper and red velvet curtains.

  ‘Are you going to have stables? If you’re living in the country you’ll be able to keep horses,’ Gillian asked breathlessly. ‘Oh trust you, Connolly, to land a catch like Vincent. A gorgeous hunk with land as well. My dad says land out there is going to sell for zillions because of the building boom.’

  ‘Mmm,’ Emma murmured non-committally. This was news to her. She couldn’t believe her friend’s reaction. It really would be one up on all her friends if she had horses and stables. They all loved riding and had to pay a fortune on stabling fees. Maybe living in the sticks might have its advantages after all. And Vincent was right. She had the Mini, it wouldn’t take that long to get into Dublin.

  ‘If I agree to live in Glenree can I have a horse and stables?’ Emma asked Vincent that evening, when he came to take her out to dinner. Her fiancé’s eyes lit up.

  ‘You certainly can. In fact I’ll buy you a horse for a wedding present. How would you like that?’

  ‘Oh Vincent, you are good to me,’ she murmured, nestling close against him. ‘And can we have ensuite bedrooms and a utility room and a huge dining-room?’

  ‘We can have whatever you like.’ Vincent kissed the tip of her nose.

  The set were deeply impressed when they heard these plans. Overnight Gillian and Frank were relegated to the second division in the keeping-up-with stakes. Vincent and Emma’s magnificent new pad was the talk of every dinner party in town.

  Emma lit another cigarette as they drove into the town of Glenree. Well the inhabitants called it a town. She’d call it a village, Emma sniffed as she gazed around her. It didn’t have one decent boutique. And the small hotel was a hoot. She’d had a glass of white wine there once and it was actually warm. It was a very clean town, she had to admit. And the main street was quite wide, not like some of those awful narrow windy streets of some of the towns they drove through on the way to Cork.

  They got stuck behind a car with a horsebox moving at a snail’s pace so Emma sat back and viewed Glenree with renewed interest. Now that she was going to be living here she might as well see what it had to offer. The first building was a garage, Noel Doyle Motors. There were a few ancient Morris Minors and several Minis and a Ford Cortina on the forecourt and a pair of gleaming petrol pumps. Next to the garage there was a betting shop. She wouldn’t be frequenting the bookies, she thought dryly. Then came Egan’s Foodstore, and beside it a bakery. And then her father-in-law-to-be’s butcher shop. Emma had to admit Munroe’s Meats and Poultry looked very impressive from the outside. Mr Munroe had recently had new windows installed. Big plate windows that made the shop look very modern indeed. He had nice tile work on the front of the building and a big red and white striped canopy which was unfurled during working days. It was immaculately clean and he even had two baskets with gorgeous flowering geraniums on each side of the door. It was the most impressive-looking shop on the street, Emma decided. She wouldn’t fancy working in it though. Ellen, his daughter, was the cashier. It sounded quite boring. Emma did secretarial work for her father. It wasn’t very taxing and she had a lot of free time, unlike Ellen, who had to work from eight-thirty to six.

  Next to Mr Munroe’s was a small coffee shop which had faded blue and white gingham curtains to match the tablecloths. It looked a bit twee. The church stood in its own neatly kept grounds. Big beds of flowering shrubs lined the grey stone walls that enclosed the grounds and a gravel walkway led to the entrance. It wasn’t a very big church, from the outside. Emma had never been in it, but she knew Mrs Munroe was on the committee that kept it clean and did flower arranging and so on.

  Emma frowned as they drove slowly past St Joseph’s. She didn’t bother going to Mass that often now. Her parents always went to the Hibernian for Sunday lunch with friends and they left the house before twelve. They assumed that Emma went to twelve-thirty Mass in the parish church. She’d got into the habit of turning over and having a lie-in, especially if she’d been out on the town the night before, as was usually the case. When she came to Glenree, she’d probably have to put in an appearance on Sunday mornings. It wouldn’t go down too well with her in-laws that their son was married to a heathen.

  It was such a nuisance. It wasn’t as if they were living in the fifties any more. They were in a new decade. It was nineteen sixty-one. Times were changing. She’d had a taste of it only this summer. She’d gone to London to stay with her newly married sister, Jane. She’d had a ball away from the restrictions of home. London was paradise. The clothes, the markets, the shops and restaurants, were unbelievable. Emma loved to go to the theatre or cinema and then go on to one of the coffee bars with Jane and her friends. The coffee bars were so hip with their with-it cane furniture, rubber plants and jukeboxes. The steaming Gaggia machines made the frothiest coffee. There was nothing at home to compare with such cool sophistication.

  It was exciting to listen to people discussing the films of Truffaut and Fellini. She’d listened to animated debates about the superiority of Pinter’s plays to John Osborne’s. And someone called Eugene Ionesco caused fierce argument. He was someone you either loved or hated . . . seemingly. Not that Emma had a clue. Most of the names were unknown to her, but she nodded and murmured ‘Mmm’ at what she judged were the right moments and nobody seemed to notice that she was completely at sea. They were too busy impressing the hell out of each other with their witty incisive observations and repartee.

  She’d gone to a jazz night and heard the great George Melly play and then gone on to a party where people were smoking pot and drinking gallons of wine. It was very ‘way out’ as Jane would say. But the most exciting moment of her holiday was when she’d joined the hundreds of thousands of cheering people who’d lined President Kennedy and Jackie’s route from London airport. Getting a glimpse of the golden couple had been the biggest thrill.

  Jackie was Emma’s heroine. Her style, her poise, her sophistication was everything she aspired to. When she was in London Emma changed her long flowing hairstyle to the ultra-chic bouffant style
that Jackie sported with such élan.

  Gillian and the gang were deeply impressed and lost no time in following suit. Vincent said the hairdo was nice, but he missed her long hair and hoped she’d grow it again. But as long as Jackie and her bouffant ruled supreme, Emma would be a faithful disciple.

  She’d gone to immense trouble this morning to get her hair just right for the occasion. She wanted to look her best when she met the rest of Vincent’s family. Today she was wearing an elegant sleeveless A-line pastel pink dress, slightly above the knee, à la Jackie. She wore a single strand of pearls around her slender neck. A pair of patent pumps and a black patent shoulder bag completed the ensemble. Emma was very pleased with the stylish result. Although it would probably be wasted on the Mary Hicks of Glenree. She sighed. They were passing the Glenree Arms just at the end of town, another few minutes and they’d be at the Munroes’.

  ‘Are you hungry?’ Vincent turned and smiled at her. He had a lovely smile. Even though she was fed up at the thought of going to tea with his family, she would give an Oscar-winning performance because it was important to her fiancé.

  ‘I’m ravenous,’ she assured him.

  ‘Great. Mam’s been cooking all morning. She wants to make a good impression.’ Vincent glanced at her.

  ‘There’s no need, really.’

  ‘You know what mothers are like,’ Vincent laughed.

  ‘Yeah, I know,’ Emma agreed. When her mother wanted to impress people she took them out to dinner. Pamela Connolly wouldn’t be caught dead slaving over a cooker. Privately Emma thought Mrs Munroe was crazy to be doing all this cooking for her. Had the woman no cop-on at all? How did she think Emma kept her size ten figure? It certainly wasn’t by guzzling sponges and tarts and cream cakes and the like. Well, even if it hurt Sheila’s feelings, Emma was not going to stuff herself with fattening food. Some things were more important than making an impression. Not for anyone would Emma jeopardize her envied figure.